Scarlet Majesty

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2009-10-27T04:55:05Z

Beside fanfic and fanart, I make everything on my journal privet now, so comment to me added ^o^v and don't worry I won't bite you XDD

Happy Aoi's Day

2009-01-20T08:11:40Z

Today is Aoi birthday, Happy Birthday Aoi ^o^ I hope you have an amazing birthday party!

The Last Snow

2008-12-30T06:49:32Z

When I browsing youtube searching anything about Toshi, I found this video, and I'm totally amazed by the songs <3

Take a look

Vocal: Toshi (X Japan)
Song: Nagori Yuki
Event: Act Against AIDS 1994

I get inspiration from the song to write a fanfic, I'm positive about this at the beginning, but I'm not sure anymore when I was in the end of the fanfic (--.--);

Beside you waiting for the train
I’m anxious about the time

The sky look so white this afternoon, winds slowly flow passing by the two men who sitting and waiting the train at the train station.

“The train is late” I said while looking at my watch.

“Yes” Yoshiki gasp, laying his head on my shoulder, and looking at the sky silently.

I caress his soft curly long honey blond hair and smiling happily, happiness always fulfill my heart every time I spent the times with my beautiful lover, which is so hard to find these lately.

And, why times always turn so fast when you feel happy?

Unseasonable snow is falling

‘This is the last snow I see in Tokyo”
You murmur sadly

I’ looking at his beautiful-but always look sad-eyes, and he also looking at my eyes and smile, our eyes contact was broke when something white falling from the sky, bring the cold weather everywhere.

“Snow” I said when a snowflake felled on my hand. “This isn’t a usual time for snow to fall,” I added while I give the snowflakes to his hand.

He saw the snow melting in his hand, and smile bitterly. “This is the last snow I see in Tokyo” he murmured sadly.

He lays his head again on my shoulder and the silence surrounding us soon.

Now it’s time for the last snow to fall

After the season
We spent playing to much

“I’m so happy,” he said whispering “Thank you so much Toshi” he kissed my cheek softly, it’s surprising me and I believe it’s surprising him self too, it’s looked clearly from his blushing cheeks.

“Your welcome, I always happy every times I spent with you” I said, I looking at him lovingly, while he looking at me too, our eyes meet each other for a while, then a shy smile showing in his beautiful face.

Yoshiki check redder when he finally realize that we are at the public place, some people may saw him kissed my cheek, but his worry ness fade away from his eyes when I suddenly kissing him on the lips.

Our lips caress each other to feel each other sweetness, I don’t care if all over the world know about relationship between me and him, I don’t care if everyone hates us because our love, I feel he doesn’t care either from the way he return my kiss.

Now spring is coming and you have become beautiful

You have become much more beautiful than last year

“The train is coming” I heard he said cheerfully, he stand up and stand before me.
I looking at him and the wind caress his hair softly.

“Come on” he said in a low tone, when he seen me keep sit on the train station chair.
I have no choose than stand up and walk with him.

We walk slowly, but no matter how slowly was, we come to the end. We stand near the train looking at flooding people come out from the train.

My eyes catch the sign of the spring, there is a flower fighting for it life in these cold weather, its small, and look so fragile, but I know it will survive.

“Spring coming soon, and it will grow and become beautiful” I heard him said softly, I turn my face to face him, and he smile to me.

I can help but smile

“Just like you...” I say

“Hmm” You show your shy smile and look to the ground.

“You look much more beautiful than the last time we met” I whispering in his ear, and give him a soft kiss.

And he blushing again, you even look more beautiful when you blushing, my love.

You are putting your face to the window of the train, which began to move

And trying to say something

I was afraid your lips moved to say goodbye
So I looked down

The train is empty now; we walk more closely than to the train and standing there for some moment, just for looking each other in silence.

Soon train almost full, the passengers who has waited at the train station, enter the train, and takes their sit, chattering, waiting the train to move.

You grip my hands tightly while we entering the train, I can feel your hand trembling. I found an empty space in the corner of the train and let you sit there while I place the suitcase.

You never stop watched my every move, when I’m done placed the suitcase, I move near you and place a kiss on your fore head, and I can feel you shiver, but I can’t do nothing but give you my comforting smile.

…

The train begins to move…

…

You turn your self to face the train window, looking the outside, your eyes filled with sadness once more, try to keep your tears from falling.

You began to move your lovely lips, try to say something, and I feel my heart going to break, I can’t face my fear, don’t want to hear the word of goodbye… so I break the contact and looking at the ground, seeing the small flower moving by the wind.

You didn’t notice
Even you who childish became adult as time went by

When the train is moving, I look at you once more, tears falling from your eyes like a river, but you still try to give your best smile for me.

I smile in return, keep watching the train until it swallows in the white haze, and disappear.

Now spring is coming and you have become beautiful

You have become much more beautiful than last year

I stayed on the platform and watched the snow, which felt and melt

I feel my body numbed as your beautiful smile remains in my head… your cheerful laugh echoing in my ears…

The snows keep falling and melt when it reaches the ground…

Like the tears.

Now spring is coming and you have become beautiful

You have become much more beautiful than last year

I start to walk leaving the empty train station behind.

Tears falling uncontrolled, I feel all my strange gone with you,
I keep walking heading to my home with my painful heart…

With the memories of our past flooding my head…

My step stopped…my heart races… I don’t believe what I see… but… this look so real…

You have become much more beautiful than last year

You are smiling to me, tears flowing from your beautiful eyes.

“I don’t want to leave, I want stay here with you, and I don’t care with anything as long as I with you, as long as you love me”

“Will you love me forever?” he looking straight into my eyes with his watering eyes, and I cry too.

“I will”

I take him into my arms and hold him tightly, as I want to protect him and don’t want to lose him anymore.

“You have become much more beautiful than last year,” I whispered softly in his ear.

He gives his best smile for me, and only for me.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The song have a sad ending in my point of view, but I don't want they separated, so I give a happy ending for them XP

X no Hime to 5 X no Samurai chapter 2 [Bahasa]

2008-12-01T04:13:49Z

X no Hime to 5 X no Samurai
Character: Toshi, Yoshiki, Ryuichi, Sugizo, Shinya, J, Inoran,(Later on: Taiji, Hide, Pata, Heath, Mana, Kamijo, Machi, Mayu, Emiru, Sakurai, Gackt, You, etc)
Genre: Humor
Chapter: 2/??
Language: Bahasa Indonesia for now (Sorry ^^;;)

Toshi: Aaaa~~ *membatin* Aduuuh kepala ko sakit gini ya… Ternyata tadi itu Cuma mimpi ya... bagus deh... masa aqu bawa lari Hime si.. bisa gawat nanti... bisa-bisa ga berhasil nemuin har~... eh tunggu dulu... ko berasa berat-berat gini ya... kaya ada.... aaaahhh~ *langsung nutup mulut sendiri pake tangan kiri*

Disamping Toshi,Yoshikihime lagi tertidur dengan nyamanya sambil memeluk Toshi.

Yoshikihime: mmmm~~ *ngulet-ngulet*
Toshi: Ternyata bukan mimpi o.o aaah... *sigh* *ngerebahin kepala lagi sambil liat ke langit-langit gua* ko tiba-tiba ada perasaan ga enak ya... *liatin Yoshikihime yang masih tidur dengan manisnya* hmmmm... ya... biarinlah ^^ *senyum-senyum sampe tidur lagi*

~~~~~~~
Keesokan harinya...

Samurai1: Woooi~~ bangun....
Samurai2: Banguuuun~~
Samurai3: Hoiiii
Samurai-samurai itu menggoyang-goyangkan, mencolek-colek, menyubit-nyubit dan menabok-nabok samurai lainya yang sedang tidur.

Samurai4: Ya ampun mati kali dia
Samurai1: Hus.. jangan asal ngomong..
Samurai4: Abisnya dah dibangunin digoyang2 diapain jg ga bangun-bangun juga
Samurai2: Apa kita siram air aja?
Samurai3: Ya udah kita siram aja
Samurai1: Ya udah Sugi lu ambil air gih
Sugizo: Loh ko gw?
Samurai1: Ini kan ide lu, lu yang ambil lah
Sugizo: Sebel de, tau gini gw usul tendangin dia aja deh
Dengan rada cemberut Sugizo pergi untuk mengambil air di sungai terdekat.

Samurai4: Woiiii Ino bangun
Samurai1: J... gila lu ya... bisa mati dia kalau lu tutup idungnya kaya gitu
J: Abisnya mau diapain lagi, mangnya lu ada ide lain Ryuichi?
Riyuichi: *Geleng-geleng*
Mereka pun terdiam memandang temanya yang masih tertidur lelap.

Tiba-tiba...

Samurai3: Inooooorrrraaaaaaaaaan Banguuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnn
Semua burung-burung dan hewan-hewan yang ada di sekitar situ serentak pergi melarikan diri karena mendengar teriakan yang super keras, yang ternyata suara samurai ketiga yang berteriak di kuping Inoran.

Inoran: ha... eh... apa... ada apa? kenapa? *garuk-garuk kepala*
Ryuichi: Wah hebat juga teriakan Shinya bisa bangunin Inoran
J: kenapa lu ga teriak dari tadi si, kalau gitu kan kita ga perlu buang-buang tenaga buat bangunin Ino
Shinya: Yaaah mana gw tau, gw juga baru dapet idenya
Inoran: tunggu-tunggu... ngapain si lu pada ganguin gw tidur
Ryuichi: Ya ampun Ino... kita kam mau mulai perjalanan kita, lu lupa ya?
Inoran: emangnya dah pagi?
J: emangnya dah pagi? Emangnya dah pagi??? Dah tengah hari bolong tau...
Inoran: Ooooh
Sugizo: Loh Ino dah bangun?
Ryuichi: Iya tadi di teriakin sama Shinya
Sugizo: Trus... airnya buat apa dunk?
Ryuichi: Ya buang aja lah mau buat apa lagi
Sugizo: hmmm ya udah kalo gitu

Byuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrr
Inoran: Aaaaaaaaaaaa~~~ Sugi~~~~
Ryuichi, J, Shinya: Heeeeeeeee? O.o
Sugizo dengan riang and ringanya membuang air yang sudah dia ambil dari sungai ke muka Inoran.

Sugizo: Yuk... kita jalan... ^___^
Sugizo pun berlalu sementara yang lainya masih terdiam membatu.

~~~~~~~

Yoshikihime: mmmmmmm~~~ *ngulet-ngulet... menggeliat-geliat* huuaammm *yawn* Toshichan~~ Toshichan~~~ *colek2 pipi Toshi*
Toshi: Yoshikihime udah bangun? *kucek2 mata*
Yoshikihime: he eh*manggut-manggut* Toshichan aqu lapeerrr nih... belum maem dari kemarin...
Toshi: ha? Laper?
Yoshikihime: Iya.... Laper~~~
Toshi: Terus mau maem?
Yoshikihime: Iyalah... lapeer~ apa lagi dah siang gini...
Toshi: Oh iya bener juga dah siang
Yoshikihime: he’em *mandangin Toshi dengan aneh*
Toshi: Kenapa? apa ada yang aneh dimuka qu?
Yoshikihime: ah ga ko... Cuma....
Toshi: Cuma apa?
Yoshikihime: Toshichan lemot ya kalau baru bangun tidur *pasang wajah innocent*
Toshi: Heehehehe ^^;;

Toshi: Kemarin sore aqu beli bekal makanan di pasar tapi gara-gara semalem buru-buru jadi ketinggalan deh, ga tau masih ada disana apa ga...
Yoshikihime: Yaaaaaaaah~~ trus gimana donk Toshichan~~ aqu lapeeer banget nih... kemarin seharian aqu ga sempet maem gara-gara seharian di dandanin... *pouting*
Toshi: eh eh tenang aja... sabar ya aqu ambil dulu kesana
Yoshikihime: Trus aqu gimana? Aqu ga mau ditinggal sendirian di dalam gua ini, kan ada tikusnya, nanti kalau aqu dimaem duluan sama tikusnya gimana *makin pouting*
Toshi: Hahahaha ga mungkinlah XD
Yoshikihime: ... *makin pouting*
Toshi: eh ano... jadi mau ikut? ^^;
Yoshikihime: Iya *senyum semanis-manisnya sambil meluk lengan Toshi*
Toshi: Tapi kan kamu lagi dicari-cari, nanti kalau ketangkep gimana? Apa lagi bajunya itu...
Yoshikihime: aaaa~~ pokonya aqu mau ikuuuuutttt~~~ *Pouting sambil tarik-tarik tangan Toshi*
Toshi: ya udah... ya udah... boleh deh....
Yoshikihime: Yaaaaayy~~
Toshi: Tapi itu bajunya dicopot dulu
Yoshikihime: *blush* Iiii~~~~ Toshichan genit.... *cubit Toshi sambil senyum-senyum*
Toshi: aw... sakit.... maksudnya bukan gitu... itu dicopot yang luarnya aja, yang di sisain yang lapis terakhir aja, biar ga dikenalin. *elus2 tangan yang di cubit Yoshikihime*
Yoshikihime: Oh gitu... *pout*
Toshi: Ko malah pouting? *mandangin Yoshikihime dengan heran*
Yoshikihime: Ga papa ko... *geleng2 kepala sambil pouting*

Toshi keluar dari gua meniggalkan Yoshikihime untuk melepaskan baju pengantinya, Toshi berjalan ke arah sungai untuk mencuci mukanya, beberapa saat kemudian Yoshikihime pun keluar dari gua dan menghampiri Toshi.

Yoshikihime: Toshichan...
Toshi: Ya? udah selesai?
Toshi berbalik ke arah Yoahikihime, sementara Yoshikihime berjalan menghampiri Toshi.

Yoshikihime: Udah... tapi... inikan baju dalem....
Toshi: Eh iya juga ya... tapi mau gimana lagi kimono qu ketinggalan di tempat semalem juga...
Yoshikihime: Ummm... ya udah de ga pa2... yang penting ada Toshichan *Senyum-senyum sambil peluk-peluk*
Toshichan: ^____^
Yoshikihime: Trus ini digimanain? *menunjuk ke kimono pengantinya yang dibuat dari kain terbaik di kerajaan Xland itu*
Toshi: Taro didalem gua aja dulu *ngumpetin kimono pengantin dibalik batu-batu* Nanati kita balik lagi buat ambil.
Yoshikihime: He’em ^____^ *masih peluk-peluk lengan Toshi*

Toshi dan Yoshikihime berjalan dengan hati-hati, Yoshikihime masih terus memeluk lengan Toshi sepanjang jalan, sesekali mereka bersembunyi saat terdengar langkah kaki orang berjalan, tak lama kemudian samapailah mereka di tempat yang tak jauh dari tempat mereka bertemu semalam.

Toshi mencari-cari dimana semalam dia tingalkan barang-barangnya berserta perbekalan makanannya. Setelah beberapa menit berlalu Toshi menemukan kembali barang-barang bawaanya tapi perbekalanya tampaknya sudah tidak ada lagi disana.

Yoshikihime: Kenapa? Mana makananya?
Toshi: makananaya ga ada kayanya dicuri orang, atau mungikn dimakan binatang.
Yoshikihime: Yaaaah... trus gimana~~? Toshichaaaaaan....
Toshi: Kita mancing aja deh
Yoshikihime: Mancing? Kenapa ga kepasar aja, mancingkan lama? *mulai pouting*
Toshi: Kalau ke pasar nanti orang-orang dipasar ngenalin kamu gimana? Kamu mau dibawa pulang lagi? *membatin dalam hati* Lagian kalau ketangkep berduaan sama dia bisa-bisa dimasukin penjara lagi.... batal dehh rencana cari har~~
Yoshikihime: Kyaaaaaaaa ga mau.... gaaaaaaa maaaauuuuu..... pokonya ga mauuuuuuu.... *peluk-peluk Toshi*
Toshi: nah... makanya ayo balik kegua dekat sungai tadi, kita mancing disana...
Yoshikihime: Ya udah deh *Liatin muka Toshi sambil peluk-peluk*
Toshi: Ko liatinya sampe kaya gitu si ^__^;
Yoshikihime: Toshichan makin manis aja ^__^~<3
Toshi: hehehehe ^^;;

Akhirnya mereka berdua kembali ke gua tersebut, tak jauh dari gua itu terdapat sungai yang mengalir, tempat itu tersembunyi oleh lebatnya pohon-pohon, sehingga cukup aman bagi mereka berdua untuk berada diluar gua dalam waktu lama.

Sementara Toshi membuat alat pancing untuk memancing Yoshikihime memutuskan untuk mandi disungai itu dan mengganti pakaiannya dengan kimono Toshi namun kimono itu kurang pas di badan Yoshikihime.

Yoshikihime: Toshichan~~~~ kimononya ga pas~~ *
Toshi: Yaa gimana lagi... nanti aqu beliin deh yang baru... tapi kamu jangan ikut ya...
Yoshikihime: Ga mau~ mau ikut.... yaaaaa~ Toshichan~~ yaaaa~~ yaaaa~~ *mandangin Toshichan dengan muka memelas*
Toshi: Iya de... tapi nanti malem ya... kalau malem kan dah gelap, kemungkinan orang ngenalin kamu juga berkurang
Yoshikihime: yaaaay~~ makasi Toshichan~~ *kisu2 pipi Toshi*
Toshi: *blush*
Yoshikihime duduk dibatu-batu disamping Toshi yang sedang memancing.

Yoshikihime: Gimana udah dapet ikanya?
Toshi: Udah dapet 3 nih
Yoshikihime: Waaah Toshichan pinter mancing yaaa... *happy*

Toshi: Yoshikihime masak aja dulu yang ini, udah laper banget kan?
Yoshikihime: Laper bangetnya bener, tapi.... aqu ga bisa masak ^^;; gimana dunk?
Toshi: hehehehehe ya udah nanti aqu yang masak aja, kamu hime si, jadi biasa dimasakin ya? Ga perlu masak sendiri ^^
Yoshikihime: Iyaa dimasakin... tapi sebenernya *blush*
Toshi: Sebenernya apa?
Yoshikihime: Sebenernya pernah diajarin masak beberapa kali... sama kokinya... kata pengasuh qu, hime juga harus bisa masak, buat masakin calon suamiqu nanti...
Toshichan: Hmmm gitu... terus...
Yoshikihime: Ya aqu cobain masak de... Cuma... *makin blushing* 3 kali aqu coba masak, tiga kali dapur istana harus direnovasi hehehehehe ^///^
Toshi: hahahahhaha jd gitu XDDD
Yoshikihime: Hehehehehe iya ^///^ sekarang aqu ga boleh deket-deket dapur lagi ^^;
Toshi: loh kenapa?
Yoshikihime: Soalnya Kokinya trauma ^^;; dia jadi histeris teriak-teriak kalau liat aqu deket-deket dapur ^^;;;
Toshi: khyaaahahahahaa XDD
Yoshikihime: ^//////////^ eh eh Toshichan itu pancinganya goyang-goyang
Toshi: eh iya... *Toshi menarik pancinganya dengan kuat*
Yoshikihime: Waaah Toshichan hebat dapet ikan yang gede \^o^/

Setelah mendapatkan banyak ikan, Toshi mengumpulkan kayu bakar untuk bahan bakar sementara Yoshikihime duduk dengan manisnya sambil memperhatikan kemanapun Toshi berjalan. Setelah beberapa lama ikan-ikannya sudah matang dan mereka pun mulai makan ikan-ikan itu sampe habis.

X no Hime to 5 X no Samurai chapter 1 [Bahasa]

2008-11-18T07:56:12Z

X no Hime to 5 X no Samurai
Character: Toshi, Yoshiki (Later on: Taiji, Hide, Pata, Heath, Ryuichi, Sugizo, Shinya, J, Inoran, Mana, Kamijo, Sakurai, Gackt, You, etc)
Genre: Humor
Chapter: 1/??
Language: Bahasa Indonesia for now (Sorry ^^;;)

Pada suatu zaman, di tempat bernama Xland, seorang samurai berkelana seorang diri, di tangan kananya membawa sebuah gulungan kertas perkamen terikat pita merah.
Setelah beberapa minggu perjalanan dari desa asalnya, sang samurai itu sampai di ibukota Xland, karena kehabisan perbekalan sang samurai memutuskan untuk berhenti sejenak di ibukota tersebut untuk mendapatkan makanan, sang samurai berkeliling pasar untuk membeli perbekalan, setelah berputar-putar beberapa lama, sang samurai berhasil membeli beberapa bahan makanan untuk bekalnya selama di perjalanan sebelum dia sampai di desa selanjutnya.
Udara musim panas yang menyengat membuat sang samurai kelelahan dan kepanasan, sehingga dia memutuskan untuk beristiratat sebentar di pinggir sungai sampai matahari tidak terlalu menyengat lagi. Sesampainya di sungai sang samurai meletakan barang-barang bawaanya di bawah pohon dan dia pun beristirahat di bawah pohon itu, sampai akhirnya dia tertidur.

Dak duk dak duk dak duk dak duk dak duk....
Terdengar suara tidak jauh dari pinggir sungai.
Sang samurai tidak bergeming, terlelap dengan nyenyaknya.
Dak duk dak duk dak duk dak duk dak duk... gubraaaaaaaaak

Samurai: Haaaa? Apaan tuh? *celingak-celinguk*

Sang samurai mengeluarkan samurainya dan mulai mencari asal suara gaduh tersebut
Dak duk dak duk dak duk dak duk dak duk dak duk
Suara semakin mendekat... dan semakin mendekat....

Samurai: *membatin* kaya suara langkah kaki... *mendek-mendek mencari asal suara*

Dak duk dak duk dak duk dak duk dak duk dak duk
Suara langkah kaki tersebut semakin lama semakin cepat dan semakin mendekati sang samurai.

Samurai: semakin deket.... apaan ya.... *berputar memeriksa segala arah*

Tiba-tiba...
Gabruk~~~~~

Seseorang: Khyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~
Samurai: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrggggghhhhhh

Orang yang berlari itu menabrak sang samurai dan jatuh tepat di atas sang samurai itu.
Selama beberapa waktu sang samurai dan orang yang menabraknya itu saling pandang, orang itu berpakaian kimono pengantin lengkap dengan hiasan-hiasan kepala dan make up nya.
Tiba-tiba dimata sang pengantin munculah sinar-sinar yang memancar dari wajah sang samurai.

Pengantin: Waaaaaa~~~ keeeeeeereeeeeeeeeeeennnnnyaaaaaa~~ *o*
pengantin tersebut membatin dalam hati, dimata sang pengantin suasana mendadak menjadi cerah, hangat, seakan musim semi dengan bunga bermekaran dimana-mana, ditambah lagi ada sinar-yang hanya dilihat sang pengantin itu-menyinari yang samurai, membuat sang samurai keliatan semakin keren dimatanya, walaupun yang sebenarnya hari sudah malam dan dingin.

Setelah beberapa lama saling pandang, sang pangeran memberi isyarat kepada pengantin itu untuk bangun dan duduk.

Samurai: Kamu ga papa? Kenapa? Ko lari-lari gitu? Ada yang mau nyulik kamu atau gimana?

Sang pengantin yang cantik itu semakin terpesona memandang sang samurai, sampai dia ga sadar kalau sedang di tanya sama sang samurai.

Samurai itu melambai-lambaikan tanganya di depan wajah pengantin itu.
Samurai: Kamu ga sakit kan? Ko diem gitu?
Pengantin: eh? Aaah? Ga ko ga papa... *senyum semanis manisnya*

Samurai: beneran ga papa?
Pengantin: bener ga papa *manggut manggut sambil tetep senyum manis*

Sang samurai bangun terlebih dahulu lalu dia mengulurkan tanganya untuk membantu pengantin tersebut untuk bangun, pengantin tersebut mengulurkan tanganya untuk menggapai tangan sang samurai, Tanganya halus banget sang samurai membatin dalam hatinya.

Samurai: Terus kamu lari dari apa? Kamu mau nikah ya?
Samurai itu menunjuk kebaju pengantin yg dipakainya, dengan panikya pengantin itu menjawab.
Pengantin: eeeeh iyaaa... Tuaaan samurai tolong doooonnnnk sembunyiiin aqu... *nada memelas dengan gaya pura-pura mau nagis*.

Samurai: he? Sembunyin kamu? Kenapa? o.o *binggung*
Pengantin: Kenapa-kenapanya nanti aja... itu lagi dikejar-kejar sama pengawal qu... *nunjuk ke arah datangnya suara langkan kali yg lebih banyak* Ayoooo tuan samurai toloooongggg *meluk sang samurai tiba-tiba sambil pura-pura nangis*
Samurai: iya... iyaaa *panik karena di peluk orang yg ga dikenal, cantik lagi* ayo...

Akhirnya samurai itu membawa sang pengantin ke tempat persembunyian yang aman sampai para pengawal yang mengejar berlalu.

Setelah lewat beberapa menit disesuatu tempat yang aman itu...

Samurai: kita di sini dulu sampai mereka jauh *ngelongok ke luar gua, liat para pengawal berlari ke arah lain*

Tiba-tiba...

Pengantin: Khyaaaaaa~~ *lari meluk sang samurai*
Samurai: Kenapa? Ada apa? *refleks ngeluarin samurai*
Pengantin: Waaaaaaaaaaah tuan samurai kereeeeeeennnn~~~ *terpesona*
Samurai: eh? hehehehe.... gitu ya?... ga juga ahh ^^;
Pengantin: iya keeeereeeen X3 *mandang samurai dengan mata berbinar2*
Samurai: ^^; *blush* eh... kenapa tadi jerit?
Pengantin: eh ? aah iya.... itu ada tikus... takuuuut *meluk sang samurai makin kenceng*
Samurai: Dimana?
Pengantin: Di situ... tuh.... *pout* *sambil terus meluk erat samurai itu*
Samurai: udah ga papa cuma tikus kecil aja....

Sang Samurai itu mengajak pengantin itu untuk kembali kedalam gua, dan duduk di batu-batu.

Pengantin: tapikan jijik *pout* Tuan samurai jangan tinggalin aqu yaaaa... takuuut disini gelap ada tikus pula *sender-senderan ke sang samurai*
Samurai: tenang aja ga bakalan di tinggalin *senyum*
Pengantin: Aaaaaaaaawwww~~ tuan samurai maniiiissss banget deh kalau lagi senyum *terpesona*
Samurai: ah ahahahahahaha bisa aja... ^^;
Pengantin: suaranya juga merdu banget~~~ *makin erat meluknya*
Samura: ah masa iya?
Pengantin: Iya *senyum-senyum sambil dusul-dusul*
Samurai: *membatin* yaaa ampun nih orang... dari nabrak tadi nempel nempel terus
Pengantin: *happy*
Setelah beberapa menit berlalu dengan sang pengantin tetap lengket pada sang samurai, samurai itu baru sadar dia belum menanyakan siapa nama pengantin itu.

Samurai: Nama kamu siapa? Kenapa lari dari mereka?
Pengantin: Tuan samurai ga sopan ah... * malu-malu, cubit lengan sang samurai* Tuan samurai duluan donk... siapa namanya... *senyum-senyum*
Samurai: aduh... ko nyubit si.... *usap-usap lengan yg di cubit* ooh iya.... ok deh.... nama qu Toshi, samurai dari daerah XLand bagian selatan..
Pengantin: ooowww Toshichan~~ <3 *wink2*
Toshi: errr Toshi...
Pengantin: Iya.... Toshichan kan? *ga peduli, mandangin sambil senyum manis*
Toshi: Yaaaa... terserah kamu deh...
Pengantin: Yoshikihime desu (Princess Yoshiki)

Hawa dinginnya malam tiba-iba menjadi semakin dingin di kulit Toshi, seakan ada hawa dingin yang berhembus dari antartika, tubuhnya seakan membatu tidak percaya dengan apa yang di dengarnya.
Toshi: hi.... hi..... hime? o.o
Yoshikihime: he eh *manggut-manggut*
Toshi: Hime? Princess?
Yoshikihime: Iya Princess *senyum semanis madu* Aqu princess di Xland ini.

Toshi sang samurai pingsan karena kaget mengetahui siapa sebenarnya pengantin yang dia bawa lari itu.
Yoshikihime: khyaaaaa Toshichan... kenapa.... *goyang-goyang Toshi* bangun donk.... Aqu takuuuut sendrian ni..... Toshichan~~~~~ *meluk-meluk Toshi yang pingsan* *membatin* Kebetulan mumpung pingsan peluk-peluk aaaaahhh... mmmmmm Oishi~ *Happy* ^____^

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Finally I post this lol its gonna be very loooooong fanfic XDD
I hope I be able to write this in English latter, but I think theres many funny words will lost if it translated in English *sigh*

Happy Birthday Toshi Chan \^o^/

2008-10-10T09:32:26Z

Happy Birthday Toshi chan... XDDD

I made a fanart for him like usual hehehehe...

under cut

I Hope he like it lol XDDD

[FIC]Chocolate Valentine part 2

2008-03-02T06:41:23Z

Title: Valentine Chocolate
Chapters: 2/2
Author: dianne_djrjys
Ratings: PG-13 again ^___~ so no need to worry lol X3
Pairings/Characters: Toshi x Yoshiki
Synopsis: Yoshiki planning something to celebrate his first Valentine with Toshi after they speared more than ten years, can he do it??
Comments: The second and the last chapter T___T Gomen for take it to long… I had something distracted my mind ^^; And I said it once more time Toshi and Yoshiki are NOT MINE at all, but the fic is mine I just borrow their character. And this is just a FICTION for sure ^___~ I hope its real… but no is not ^___^;;; and still sorry for my English >.< I really hope this fic is understandable ^___^
Warning: Yaoi (Male x Male relationship), Toshi x Yoshiki, if you don’t like that don’t read this, please.
Note: The date is between 13th February and 14th February at Japan and LA, also remember the time differences ^^,

Silent surrounding the room, Yoshiki relaxed his body over the hot water in his bathtub; he closed his eyes for a moment before he opens it again and smile-remember what had happened, he have a chance he thought. He lowered his body into the water again and closes his eyes once more.

Toshi standing in front of the window again to look at the night sky, he always love seeing the environment around him, its always makes him calm when he sad or angry but now he look at the sky with the heart full of happiness when he remembering Yoshiki’s words.

Yoshiki look the clock on the wall, its almost nine now. He suddenly stands and get out from the bathtub and walking to his cupboard to get dressed, he not pick the most beautiful and luxurious shirt, he just pick ordinary white shirt, because he know he still have to prepare one more thing.

Now Toshi knew how Yoshiki always love him like he did, and he knew whatever Yoshiki doing now is for him… he very touched with that, he feel like he want to take him to his arms right now, and say how much he love him too.

Yoshiki walk over his table on his room, take out a box from the drawer, he open the box and smile when he look at it, there are some beautiful purple candles, he had bought it yesterday.

The room so warm, and feel so comfortable like all the other room. Toshi look the guest room he used now, nothing change there, he said in his heart, everything still in the same place when the last time he look at the room.

Yoshiki bring it into a room with glasses wall in one side, like all of the other room in Yoshiki’s house, this room also have white wall and black and transparent or made by glass stuffs.

Toshi look over the park outside from the window again, the park look bigger now, its also still look so beautiful like before. His eyes is searching something in the park he remember had planted with Yoshiki very long time ago, he gaps in relive when he find it still there.

“There” he said to him self while he placing the last candle at candle-stick on the table near the glasses wall, the water from the outside pool shining, because the lights reflected from some beautiful purple and blue lamps, Yoshiki had decorated it by him self.

“To bad… now still winter” Toshi said when he looks the Sakura tree not having any leave or flower. He remembers how happy Yoshiki when he saw the first time it was blooming in their house-this house.

The table made by glass and it covered by some white soft fabric with purple roses decorated in the edge of the fabric. There also some red roses in the glass vas, those roses is the only red thing in the room make it very attractive than the other stuff there.

Toshi smiling when the old image of him and Yoshiki had a lunch below the Sakura tree, Toshi was refused it at first time Yoshiki had ask him, he said the tree was to small its even shorter than them both, and it would be looked so ridiculous, but Yoshiki was begging and pleading, and said how he missed to have lunch below the Sakura tree with Toshi.

Yoshiki lit up some purple candles he had placed at every great spot in the room; also he lit up two candles he had placed in table, then he switch off the lamp in the room. He looks so satisfied when he looks the lighting effect there.

“I’ll wear the most beautiful purple Kimono- you always love to see me on it-if you agree… pleeeeaaassseeee” Toshi remember Yoshiki last words in a cheerful tone and his beautiful smile before he was agreed to him to have lunch there.

Yoshiki smiling more brightly now, his face blushing when he imagine how Toshi will react, his face and smile, Yoshiki’s know Toshi will like it, he very sure about it.

Toshi finally agreed, he really can say no to Yoshiki, and they sweet lunch below the small Sakura tree end up with them made love there, Toshi grinning when he remembering those moment again.

Yoshiki turn on the room heater machine when he feels the room a bit cold. Then go to his bedroom to changing his cloths again.

Toshi look over his paper bag again and a smile show up in his face, he can’t wait any longer to give it to Yoshiki, and see him use it.

~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~

Knock… Knock… “Toshi…” Yoshiki knocked the door and called him while he opened the door and walk into the room, suddenly he stops his step when he sees Toshi topless inside the room.

“Ohh hi” Toshi smiled to him and continuing changing his cloth, he seems didn’t have any disturbed feeling by Yoshiki there seeing him changing.

“Hi…” Yoshiki try his best to act naturally while he still watching Toshi changing, he turn over his head side to side try to look other things but his eyes always back to Toshi at the end, he simply can’t refuse his heart and desire to see his beloved.

Still look so beautiful and so strong, he thought silently.

Yoshiki bend his head down when he realized Toshi watching him too. Toshi smiling looking Yoshiki now red face again, Toshi realized Yoshiki was watched him, he smile when he sees Yoshiki’s reaction.

“You look beautiful with that outfits” Toshi said while he buttoned his white shirt.

Yoshiki wearing black brocade decorating with dark purple rose shirt, with a black leather pants.

“Oh? Really?” Yoshiki’s blushing even more now, his right hand playing with his honey blond hair.

“Well you always look so beautiful every time” Toshi added, while Yoshiki face getting redder now.

“I’m not…” he said while he turn over his face feeling embarrassed by Toshi words “I’m getting older now” he whispered, he look a bit sad, thinking how regret he is when he finally realized he had wasted times.

“So do I” Toshi said while he placing his hands over Yoshiki shoulder and smile to him, Yoshiki look at Toshi with surprised eyes, he feel there is a happiness flowing in his heart… Toshi almost hug him he thought, almost… but it’s still so nice...

Toshi look at Yoshiki’s eyes deeply… while Yoshiki’s eyes studying Toshi’s eyes too, try to found love for him there, they remain still like that for some minutes until Toshi speak up.

“So… let’s start our date now” Toshi teased Yoshiki.

“Date?” Yoshiki said feel both happy and shock at the same time.

“Indeed” Toshi said simply. “That’s what you had planning for us tonight right?” Toshi looks at Yoshiki’s face and he so satisfied when he see a smile show up in Yoshiki’s face again.

Yoshiki blushing and happy at the same time.

~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~

“Yoshiki… this place so wonderful” Toshi said when he entering the room, his eyes looking every spot in the room, the soft light from the candles, and the purple and blue waving lights that reflecting from the lamps to the water pool.

“I know you’ll like it” Yoshiki chuckled happily while he entered the room after Toshi.

“You made all of this by your self?” Toshi said in surprised tone when he walks to the glass wall to see the outside pool, Toshi remember again how much they had spending their summer holiday there, played with Yoshiki in the pool. His mind back to the present, when he heard Yoshiki’s voice.

“Yes” Yoshiki said happily “Well not all… I mean I didn’t make the lamps and candles and stuff I just bought it” Yoshiki added quickly and he chuckle a bit.

“hahaha I know” Toshi chuckled turning to Yoshiki now.

After some minutes of chuckled their look each other eyes and lost their self on the other eyes again, their moving forward without their realized, so close until their can feel each other breathe, their heartbeat become faster and faster.

~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~

Your lips always so soft… always so sweet… so warm… I always addicted it since the first time you kissed me.

I love when I’m on your arms; your muscular body always makes me feels so calm, so save… I feel like I’m home.

I always love how wonderful your smell, your scent…

You always so gentle… You always take care of me…

You always so nice, so kind, so sweet… I never though even a second to stop loving you… Yoshiki… I can’t… I never can stop loving you… even though I was not here with you…I’m so sorry I was leave you…I’m sorry…

No matter what had happened or will happen, You always will be my only one… the most important person in my life… please never leave me again… please… Toshi… I can’t live any longer without you…I don’t want live without you ever again…

Because I always love you… Because I always need you… because you are my soul mate… They both said in their heart.

Tears fall from Yoshiki’s eyes when their kissed ended, Toshi look at his beloved caress the tears away with his hand.

~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~

Yoshiki walk over the kitchen to bring his handmade present for Toshi as fast as he could, his heart fill with happiness when he remember again what had happen some minutes ago between he and Toshi.

Their eyes met, their heartbeat became faster than before when they was stand so close to each other. Silent surrounded them when they was looked at each other until Toshi hands was took Yoshiki’s cheeks drag Yoshiki closer to him, then brush his lips against him-kissed him passionately.

Toshi sit down on the chair and look over the pool outside, the pool really wonderful tonight, the sky so wonderful too, not only that, but every single thing Toshi see, seems looks so wonderful in his eyes, he smile when he remembers that image too.

The image in his head the image of him kissed Yoshiki, he felt Yoshiki was reply his kiss, opened his mouth for Toshi’s tongue to entered him and claim him, savoring his sweetness mouth and lips, sucked his beloved’s lower lips slowly.

Yoshiki take his present with his right hand, and see it, he so proud about it, well he know its not the most beautiful handmade present but it’s the best thing he can do after all, he walk in smile he continue his mind remembering that scene.

Toshi kiss him passionately but gently, so soft, like always he let Toshi to dominated him self, to make him self his.

~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~

BANG…!!! Toshi heard a very loud sound-like something was fall-from the another room, Toshi heartbeat going faster and faster as he think what might be happened with Yoshiki there, he stand immediately and run to where the sound came from and find Yoshiki n the living room, sit silently his head on his knee, something fall near his feet.

He is crying… Toshi said in his heart… he come to Yoshiki slowly and kneeling near him, he look at the things was fall. It’s chocolate… beautiful heart shape chocolate with his name on it. Happy Valentine day My Beloved Toshi… Now those chocolate words and chocolate heart had broke into pieces… and speared in the floor.

This must be the chocolate Valentine Yoshiki had made for me, he thought, his mind fill with worry feeling now.

“Yoshiki…” Toshi said very softly while he place his hand over Yoshiki’s back, caress it up and down softly and gently.

“It’s Ok” Toshi whispered in Yoshiki’s ear. “It’s Ok” Toshi repeated, as Yoshiki not moving or responding at all.

“It’s Ok… My Love… It’s Ok…” Toshi hugs Yoshiki tightly in his arms, brushing his hair softly, try to calm him.

“I… I…. I ruin everything… I always ruin everything” Yoshiki opened his arms and hugs Toshi tightly, buried his face in Toshi’s shoulder-crying.

“No you not, it’s an accident, it can happen to anyone at anytime” Toshi’s hands caress and protecting Yoshiki’s back, how he missed to hug him like this he thought.

“Yes I am” Yoshiki said in tears his voice trembling, he hugging Toshi tighter than before, afraid of Toshi will leave him again.

“No yo…” Toshi’s voice cut off by Yoshiki’s suddenly outburst.

“I’m useless… I… I was wanted to make you a dinner but I can’t… I can’t do it… then… then this thing comes… and I was tried to make it… and… and… I did it… I’m so happy with it… but now… now… I ruin it again… I made it fall and broke it … I broke the chocolate heart… like I broke your heart…” Yoshiki said in tears, he can take breath properly but his painful heart keeps him talk.

“And now you will leave me again… and I will alone again…” he whispered so softly.

“I can’t take it anymore… I can’t be without you in my side…” Yoshiki said inaudible tone, while his tears falling like a river in Toshi’s shoulder.

“Sweet heart…” Toshi let off his hugs and look at Yoshiki’s eyes, his hand touch Yoshiki’s cheek slowly.

“I don’t want live without you anymore… I don’t want to… it’s killing me…” Yoshiki shaking his head very slowly then buried his face again into Toshi’s shoulders and hug him even tighter.

“My sweet heart… Yoshiki… I will not leave you now only because of this” Toshi said in a carrying tone try to make Yoshiki calm.

“My mind not that short… sweet heart… Why you think I will leave you because of this?” Toshi ask carefully.

“I fail” Yoshiki said, his voice trembling.

“Fail? Fail of what?” Toshi kissing Yoshiki head caress his back with his hand.

“I… fail take your heart back” Yoshiki cries those words, pain in every word he said.

“This night… this night… I want make your heart mine again, make you mine again, make me yours again… because… I thought… I thought you will leave me after this reunion end... and… “

Yoshiki can’t continue his sentences, he lose his breath, he crying even more now, he didn’t let out any sound but his tears truly like a river now, it’s can’t stop falling even he try to… the image of him self being alone again flooded his mind, the loneliness that always he fence every night, every day, every time, without Toshi beside him.

“Yoshiki I Love you…” Toshi said softly but clearly

“I always love you since our teenager ages… nothing can change that… I…” Toshi stopped talking for a moment taking a deep breath.

“I was thought you not love me anymore back then before I leaved… because you said nothing… so I was thought you didn’t need me anymore, so I leaved even thought I didn’t want to, and I was thought I can live without you, and kill my love for you” he added in regret voice.

“But I’m wrong… I can’t live without you… I can’t stop my heart, my mind, and my soul to love you, to need you… I can’t stop thinking about you… even it’s only a minute… I love you for sure… and when we met again I know you always love me too…” Toshi hugged Yoshiki more tightly now, he feel a very heavy things was released from his heart.

“I always love you Yoshiki” Toshi said longing in his voice.

“I always need you… I miss you so much all these ten years” Yoshiki said very softly.

“I know… because I miss you too… because I love you too… because I need you to be mine too”

“Toshi…” Yoshiki looks into Toshi eyes and he smile when he realized he had found the love for him there, his love never gone, its just covered by sadness, the sadness that now start to fade away.

“I LOVE YOU… I always in love with you” Toshi smiled while he caresses Yoshiki’s cheeks.

“I LOVE YOU too Toshi” Yoshiki hugs Toshi again, tears flowing from his eyes, but now it’s only a tears of happiness.

“So no need to be scared, I won’t leave you anymore” Tears flowing from Toshi’s eyes too, when he finally can take his beloved one back to his arms.

“Forgive me my love” Toshi said very regret after some minutes left of silent hugging.

“I had forgiven you long time ago” Yoshiki look at Toshi and smiled to him.

“Will you forgive me too?” Yoshiki said truly, still look at Toshi and smiling.

“I had done it too” Toshi look at Yoshiki, caress Yoshiki’s cheek and smile to him.

Their eyes meet each other again, soon their lips meet against each other again, share everything together.

~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~

But still I ruin this Valentine… Valentine day had over and we didn’t do any lovely things together” Yoshiki pouted while he looks at the watch which pointed to 00.10

“We kissed again twice, if you not remember it, it’s should counted” Toshi chuckled softly.

“Yes but” Yoshiki voice trail down when Toshi talk again.

“Do you think friend kissed friend like that?” Toshi added teasingly.

“Errr… no… but?” Toshi once again cut Yoshiki’s voice

“And who said Valentine day was over” Toshi said in cheer full tone.

“Hm? What you mean? Yoshiki said in confused tone while he look at Toshi’s eyes and still enjoying be in Toshi’s arms.

“Valentine day had over some hours ago in Japan … yes… but we in LA now… the Valentine day just begin now” Toshi chuckled, brushing Yoshiki’s hair back.

Oh? Oooh yes…” Yoshiki blushing realized he had forget that he in LA now, since he was thought about what he was want to make for Toshi he always thinking Japan time not LA time.

“Yes… so Valentine Day just start now, and you have all day long to make it unforgettable for me” Toshi teased Yoshiki, Yoshiki blushing at Toshi words.

“Oh by the way sweet heart I have something for you” Toshi let go his embrace and look at Yoshiki’s face

“Oh really?” Yoshiki said in cheerful tone.

“Sure, this is Valentine right? You don’t think I didn’t want to give my sweet heart something special” Toshi smiled at Yoshiki and Yoshiki smiled back and blushed.

“Wait in a moment” Toshi added soon.

“Where are you going?” Yoshiki said when Toshi get up and stand.

“I just want to bring your present here, I back soon” Toshi lowered him self to kiss Yoshiki’s forehead.

Toshi walk to the guest room he used earlier, Yoshiki just sit there in the floor in the leaving room, and looked his hard work broke into pieces but he not worry anymore now, because he knew he can make it again anytime he want to, because now nothing can spear them again. Toshi had prepared something for him too, he thought happily.

“What is this?” Yoshiki said when Toshi back-with a brown paper bag in his hand-to the living room and sit near Yoshiki again.

Toshi bring out the purple box inside and give it to Yoshiki, Yoshiki take it with happy and curious expression

“Open it” Toshi said when Yoshiki only look at the present in his hand for a view minutes.

Yoshiki look at Toshi face, and saw Toshi nodded to him, his gesture telling Yoshiki to open the present.

“Awwwww Toshi~” Yoshiki said in very cheerful tone. He looks at Toshi a bit then back to his present again.

“This so wonderful” He touched it, feel it so smooth in his hand, and how beautiful its look.

“You like it” Toshi studied Yoshiki’s face.

“Very~…! Thank you~” Yoshiki let out his sweet voice tone, like a happy child tone-Toshi always like it when he heard it-and kiss his lips innocently.

“Your welcome sweet heart” Toshi added while his hand caress Yoshiki’s cheek.

“Now… since we still have all day long for our Valentine day… would you please used it?” Toshi said still smiling and caress Yoshiki’s cheek gently.

“With pleasure my love” Yoshiki said in smile to Toshi.

Soon Yoshiki walk in to his bed room-their bed room and try the present Toshi had gave to him, It’s a Kimono, a female Kimono, but he was and will always like to used it, specially if it from his beloved Toshi, Yoshiki remember his old purple Kimono-Toshi had bought for him too long time ago, he decided maybe he can search where it is next time.

After almost more than ten minutes Yoshiki came out from the bed room to their living room, to show to Toshi how he looks.

Toshi lost his breath, his heartbeat become faster when he saw Yoshiki walk in using his new soft purple white Kimono, decorated with white Sakura and curve-waving line which look like a flowing water, he used natural make up, a bit purple eyes shadow. If only that maybe Toshi not feel this bad of losing his breath but no, Yoshiki used the kimono a bit to low and open, so his shoulders are shown.

“What do you think?” Yoshiki teased Toshi, he so happy seeing Toshi look at him without blinking.

“Still so beautiful…” He said still get drunk with Yoshiki in front of him “Like walking goddess” he added soon, and smile to Yoshiki.

Yoshiki more blushed again and smile to Toshi too,

“Maybe we should move to another comfortable room”

“We can use OUR bed room” Yoshiki said in seductively-teased Toshi, flashing his legs a view times.

“Sound great” Toshi said while he move forward to hugs and kiss Yoshiki.

~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~
Because you the only one who always there beside me
Because you the only one who always take care of me
Because you the only one who always protecting me
Because you always loving me

I never afraid of anything
I take any risk for make our dream come true…

Because you always there to back me up
Because you always there to cheer me up
Because you always there to courage me up
Because you always there to support me up

I wasn’t realized I had walk so far
I wasn’t realized I had leave you behind
I wasn’t realized I had hurt you so deep
I wasn’t realized until you said good bye to me

Because we had hurt each other
Because we had speared from each other
Because we had walk in deferent direction to each other

Doesn’t mean I ever stop loving you

Because you always there in my dream
Because you always there in my mind
Because you always there in my heart
Because you always my only love

I never stop hoping
I never stop praying
I never stop believing
I never stop loving

Because I always knew… you will come back to me
Because I always knew… you are my soul mate
Because I always knew… we born to reassure each other love

Because I knew there is a red yarn in our little finger who’s always connecting us and bring you back to me and bring me back to you.

~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~

“I always believe Love will find the way… it’s so true… isn’t it Toshi?” Yoshiki whispered in Toshi’s ear while he hugs Toshi tightly.

“Yes is true… I always believe it too” Toshi hugs Yoshiki tightly too, sharing the warm of their body together. He kissing Yoshiki’s forehead, caress Yoshiki’s back and hand, before they entering they dream land together.

And they know the sun will shine brightly tomorrow, when they start their new day and the new chapter of their life.

The end

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Finally~ o~(^o^)~<3 I finished it… yaaay yaaaaay yaaaay lol XD
Sorry for take it to long >.< Harry Potter with Indonesian subtitle just came out, so I read it, then I really can’t stop before I finish it, I try to write, but it really disturb me o_o”

I very enjoying when I wrote this fanfic, its easier to write the first chapter, I a bit have difficult with the second chapters… >.<

I cry a lot when I wrote this T___T I cried when I was read other fanfic, but I never thought I can cry when I wrote my own fanfic, I think this because I a bit feel lonely ~___~ o and also because the songs I heard while I wrote it…

But the other side the songs help me let out my feeling and give me inspiration for the fanfic.

This is the songs I heard…

Longing~Togireta Melody
Endless Rain
Crucify My Love
Voiceless Screaming
Unnamed Song
Seize the Light (Classical Version)
Amethyst with Lyric
Without You (Classical Version)
I'll b your Love
Tears
Un-Finished
Forever Love (Acoustic Version)
Say Anything
Unfinished
Forever Love
Tears (New Version)
The Last Song
Endless Dream
Forever Love (Violin Version)
Forever Love (Last Mix)
Longing
Tears
Sayonara
Sayonara no Kisetsu Ni
Made in Heaven
Kimi Wa Ina Ika
Longing~Setsubo no Yoru
I.V.

Very inspiring aren’t they? ^___^b

Need comment to cheer me up please X3

[Fic] Valentine Chocolate

2008-02-16T13:47:47Z

Title: Valentine Chocolate
Chapters: 1/2
Author: Me ^____^v dianne_drjys
Ratings: PG-13 for now.
Pairings/Characters: Toshi x Yoshiki
Synopsis: Yoshiki planning something to celebrate his first Valentine with Toshi after they speared more than ten years, can he do it??
Comments: This should be only one shoot but since the story become more long than I expected I speared this into two chapter, and this is my second Toshi x Yoshiki but the first fanfic I publish so Sorry If there is mistake in English. Thank you for my beloved friend who had told me about some information, without that my fic will be totally a mess. And the most important Toshi and Yoshiki are NOT MINE at all, but the fic is mine I just borrow their character. And this is a FICTION.
Warning: Yaoi (Male x Male relationship), Toshi x Yoshiki, if you don’t like that don’t read this, please.
Note: The date is between 13th February and 14th February at Japan and LA, also remember the time differences ^^,

He Feel so nervous about what should he do two days later, since last week he had figured out some plan he thought would be nice or rather sweet for the day after tomorrow, he drown him self in his thought, thinking over and over again all of his plan and decided some plan would be to boring, to hard, or even to embarrass him if he do it, he scratch his beautiful soft honey blond hair desperately, try to thrown his silly though away off of his head.

“Are you ok?” He heard someone said in his side, place a hand on his shoulder, he look over from where the voice came from, he recognized him as one off his staff there.

“Oh… Yes… Yes I’m ok” He said simply.

He look the other didn’t believe what he just said, and almost open his mouth again to ask to him before he cut him off standing and talking while his both hands busy to cleaning the papers in his recording desk.

“Don’t worry I’m ok, I just maybe… uhm… to many… thinking about… uhmmm… something… yes something…. I should do…” Nervous is in every word he said, he realized the other can feel it.

“I need a sleep now” he added as soon as he could.

Without wanting to be asked more from the other he went out from his recording studio and go to his room to have a short sleep, he open the door and before he step out his recording studio he turn over to face the other.

“Uhm… I think you should go home to, it’s already late right now” He close the door and walk along to his bedroom leave the other in his recording studio.

The other feel confused, he look at his watch, and surprised, its still eleven pm now, since when he think that eleven pm already to late?, he even usually MAKE all people around him not having a sleep for two days or more, because he though something was wrong or not yet perfect in everything they working, even if its only a tiny mistake that happen, we wouldn’t stop until its were fixed, until its perfect from his point of view, and its just to damn hard to reach since ‘perfect’ from his point of view always to much higher than ‘perfect’ for the other.

He is a more than just a perfectionist person, he thought, a lot more than that…. But… what the hell is happened now… they still have many things to be fixed now, and he just let it that way and go to sleep?

He must be sick the other tough, but he not look like if he sick he doubted his own conclusion… then… if it not…. There must be something a lot more important in his head right now.

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The evening sky look so grey, snow had been falling since last night. The cold winds brushing his body when he opened his window in his room, he trembling a bit when the winds came in his window, but he didn’t try to move away from there or even close the window, he just simply stood there and watching the snow falling, makes everything covered by white so beautiful like there are shining crystal everywhere. He get more and more trembling when the winds getting stronger and stronger, but seems he still not planning to close the window immediately.

He feel his body a bit jumped when he heard his phone ring, he didn’t want to answer it, he just feeling so calm just stood there and he didn’t want to lose that feeling soon, finally the phone was stop ringing, he relieved a bit, at least until its ringing again… and again… and again… he decided its must be important then…

He walks over the phone and answers it. “Moshi... moshi” he said softly

No answer, “Moshi… moshi…” he said once again, still no answer but he can feel someone try to talk there, then he try once more, if there is still no answer he will hang off the phone.

“Hello… Are you going to say something to me? If not I will hang off the phone now.” He said coldly.

“No… no … wait…” Suddenly he heard the phone caller respond him.

He feels like he have butterfly tickling his inner stomach when he recognized whose voice it is, but he keep silence waiting the other to talk again.

“It’s me…. You know…” he said inaudible whisper.

He feel something so warm fill him instead, he had missed this voice so much, although he had met this person some days ago, but its just not enough, always not enough for him after a very very long times they hadn’t met each other.

“I know…” he said softly.

….

“Uhm…” Both of them let out the same sound, it makes them chuckle a bit.

“You first” he said that to someone who call him.

“No you first” the other said, his voice more audible now.

“Me?” he chuckled “but you the one who call me remember?” he said playfully and chuckled again.

“Oh yes…yes… I remember” the caller laugh now. But then he silence again. Not breathe any single word.

He remain still there too, silence, while his eyes watching a van parking at his front neighbor, a man walking out from the van and open the back door of the van and let carry out some boxes, and the housewife there come out after the man was pressed the bell, when lady want to help to bring some boxes the winds blow so strong make some boxes brow up and fall, something in red, purple and blue dropped from the boxes, some of it blowing by the winds, the man try to catch as much as he could, but the lady seems said something that make the man stop try to reach some thing that flying because of the wind now.

He watched in silence until they enter the house, still there is no voice from the other. He tries to speak again.

“So…”

“Aaahh…” the other respond, seems he surprised by the voice.

“What do you want to talk with me?” he asks politely.

“Uhm…”

“Yes?”

“Uhm” the caller repeated.

“Uhm… Are you busy tomorrow? I mean… do you have any appointment tomorrow? Or concert or stuff?” He heard the caller’s voice a bit trembling and became more like a whisper at the end.

They both silence in a moment.

“Do you?” the caller said again.

“No I’m not, I have three days off started today, and so I don’t have any appointment or something to do tomorrow, why? He asked curiously.

“Uhm… can you…. Uhm…. You know… can you come over here… tomorrow…” the caller said unsure that the other will understands or not what he just said, because he realized his voice a bit to low to be heard.

But he forgot how the other had used for his whispering voice all the time he was nervous, or sad, or embarrassed.

The other heard and understand perfectly what the other just said, he just a bit shock with what the caller just said.

“Come over? You mean to your place? To LA?” he surprised, because its just to suddenly, though he had used by the other suddenly mood changed or anything like that, but for this one, he though, they had planed their schedule to meet up at the last time they met, and he think the other very busy with all his work, so he not expected to be called now and asked to come over his house in LA.

“Errrr….yes” His voice almost missing now.

“But if you didn’t want to…. You… You… don’t have to….” His voice seems so sad right now.

He can feel the other sad tone, he never like it, never like when he made the other sad, or cry, he never want to look him sad or cry because of him, but he done it long time ago, although he didn’t mean to that way, but it came out like that without he can control it, its like killing them both slowly, it’s feel so hurt, but he can’t withdraw it, the only think he can do was let it be, although he knew both he and the other life was like in hell, it was really like in hell, although he always showing up with his smile he was can’t really smile from the deepest of his heart, because he was always felt something missed there… in his heart, something missed from his heart, day after day the he felt it became bigger and bigger, until he was can’t took it anymore, he felt like going crazy and lost his spirit to live his life.

Even just remembering it made him shiver, he didn’t want to remember it anymore, he didn’t want to lose the other anymore, he didn’t want to make the other sad or cry anymore because of him, he will never let it happen ever again.

“I loved to” he said try his best to make the sadness from the other to go away.

“What?....Are you sure?” the other suddenly cheers up again.

“Very Sure… “He chuckled, when he heard the other happy voice.

“Good” He chuckled too “I have sent out for some plane tickets to LA for today and tomorrow for you, so you can choose which one you want” He added.

“You had? And I can choose too?” he laughs “Good then” he added

“Oh thank you” he chuckled too “I had send someone there to pick up you to the airport, he will be on your home soon, and someone will wait you at the airport here too” he said a bit embarrassed because he had planning all the other travel to his house even without he know the other will agree or not. Well he may be had known that the other simply can’t refuse what he want, if he asking for it nicely and sweetly…

“Oooh Good” he laughs even more “Is there anything you want to say? Because I think I have to start to package now” He smiling now, although he knew the other wouldn’t see he smiling or not right now but he just need to do it for him self.

“Sure… sure…” he chuckled again “then I should hang off the phone now…”

“I think you should” he smiles even wilder.

“Ok then, see you later here… “He didn’t want to hang off the phone but he knows he should do it.

“Yes, see you there” He said softly

“Uhm… Toshi…” He said

“Yes?”

“Be careful ok?”

“I will”

“Ok then, bye… I mean see you” he chuckled a bit.

“See you” He chuckled again then when he know the other had hang off the phone he hang off the phone too.

He walk to his window again to close it, the wind still so strong out side, when he stand in front of his window again, suddenly something purple fly over into his window, its landed near his hand, he took it and recognized it as a synthetic feather.

It’s a beautiful purple feather he though.

He closes the window and started to package after he put the purple feather next to the red rose on the table, suddenly he remember what day is tomorrow.

“I need to find something special for Yoshiki” he said to him self.

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“Damn” He cursed, he thrown it again to the garbage, he start from the beginning again, he turn the pages of the book over and over again try to find something more easy, he read the text in there and look at the picture in it, he nodded sometimes, then he start to doing it again.

After more than one hour left he had cursed again and thrown what he just made to the garbage again, this is the forth times he do it.

He looks the book more desperately, try to find something again, but he didn’t find anything simple but nice and easy to make.

“Yoshiki you are a completely asshole” he cursed him self smashing the book to the floor, and walk away from the kitchen.

“You even can’t make a simple food for dinner, damn” He sat down on the couch in his living room and turn on the television, he switch over and over the channel to release his anger.

He looked the watch on his hand it’s pointed to three PM now, he getting nervous he run out the time and he still can’t make anything by him self for his beloved one, he feel very bad now.

Tear came from his eye slowly, this is the first Valentine day for them after they made up again some months ago, and he can’t make something special for celebrate it. He hugs the couch pillow and crying burying his face on it.

This is the only chance, he thought…

Although he and Toshi had made up some month ago, but their relationship not like their relationship long time ago… well not yet… Yoshiki always reassure him self, he just need to find the right way and the right time for them to rebuild their relationship like before, not just a relationship between a friends, or brothers, he didn’t want it only like that, he want a lot of more than only that. He can’t be there so close with Toshi without the feeling of wanting to touch him, to feel him so close… to love him, to feel he touch him back too and love him too.

He want to hear Toshi whispering how much he love him in his ear again, feel his lips kissing him again, kissing his lips, his neck and all over his other body like he always do since they were still so young, since they confessed their love to each other, he want all of those so badly… he longing for it for more than ten years.

His tears flowing like a river now, he try to brush it and stop crying but he can’t he just very afraid… there is a big fear ness in his heart… fear from losing him again… fear of can’t see him again… he need to reassure him self that his beloved one will be always there by his side forever, although all the reunion things will end up, they relationship wouldn’t end.

He should do something…

And he thought this valentine day is the perfect time for it… but he had screw it up by can’t do anything special for his beloved one.

He remains still like that for more than 20 minutes, crying silently…

….

His mind distracted by a silly girly music from the television he brush his eyes to see clearly what it is, then he see a Japanese drama, he maybe didn’t realized had watch the Japanese Television channel there, he look it a bit seeing something that made his eyes shining brightly and a smile show on his lips slowly.

“Toshi will love this” He whispering softly brushes away his tears.

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The stars shining so brightly this night.

Toshi walk out from the car when it had parking at one of many beautiful house in LA, looking the clearly sky for a moment, he walking to the door and wait the car driver bring out his little suitcase and a paper bag, Toshi said to the car driver to let him carry the suitcase and paper bag by him self, but the car driver won’t allow him at first, but then Toshi reassure the driver that its ok for them both if he carry his stuff by him self, after a moment of thinking the driver agreed and give all Toshi’s stuff, then he entered the room slowly.

In his heart he want to say as loud as he can the ‘tadaima’ word, but he prefer not to say it at all, since he thought its not his home anymore, and he worry maybe there are some other band member there or even the staff, so he just walk in and calling Yoshiki name.

“Yoshiki” Toshi said loudly so Yoshiki could hear his voice while he keeps walking searching where Yoshiki was.

There is no other band member, or the staff or even the housekeeper. Toshi heard some noise from the kitchen then he put down his suitcase and a paper bag in the corner at the room before the kitchen, then he walks to enter the kitchen.

“Nooooo…. stop where you are Toshi…” Yoshiki said in loud sweet tone to Toshi.

Toshi chuckled hearing Yoshiki’s cute tone “Right here?” he questioning playfully “But I’m tired, I had spent twelve hours in the airplane, can’t I even have a sit? He is teasing Yoshiki.

“Oh?... oooh of course you can sit, wherever you want, but stay away from the kitchen will you?” Yoshiki said lovely.

Toshi heard some bang here and there in the kitchen and sometimes he heard Yoshiki’s cursing there, while Toshi sit on the couch and smiling, he really curious about it, but he didn’t want to make Yoshiki upset by entering the kitchen.

He must be making something there, Toshi thought, he thinks about what Yoshiki maybe making or planning to do, his smile brightly when his eyes looking his paper bag.

More than five minutes later Yoshiki come out from the kitchen and come to where Toshi where sitting since he came there. Yoshiki walking in nervous, didn’t know what he should do, but he know he have to say ‘hi’ ho his friend.

“Hi Toshi...” He said softly, waving his hand to Toshi, but then he felt like a child and hiding his hand.

Toshi smiling to him, Yoshiki feel how he missing that beautiful and lovely smile, he feel like melted there.

“Are you finished?” Toshi teasing him “And what are you making in there? Because the voice was so interesting to be heard” Toshi chuckled and smiling to him again.

Yoshiki blushed, and pouting, when he heard Toshi’s words. “Secret…” he said “or... Rather not yet… I mean you can’t see it now” Yoshiki added quickly.

“Oh really…why?” Toshi keep asking while he enjoying the view of Yoshiki red face and pout lips, “And what happened with your shirt?” Toshi make a gesture for Yoshiki to take a look to his shirt.

“Oh fuck”

Toshi laugh at Yoshki’s reaction, Yoshiki absolutely blushing now, he looks so mess, with some sticky things in his shirt, his hair in a mess, his face look a bit dirty, all because he spend almost a day in the kitchen, then suddenly he realized he not yet take a bath this evening, he must be smell not good at all, he thought.

He so uncomfortable with how he look like now in the front of Toshi, He look Toshi still smiling at him, make him even embarrassed.

“I have to take a bath for a while”

Yoshiki about to go when he realized Toshi shouldn’t around there, when he prepares his surprise for Toshi, he turn around again to Toshi.

“Toshi I think you better to go for a while in another room” he try his best for talks normally.

“Why? I’m very comfortable in here” Toshi said playfully, he knew Yoshiki was hiding something from him, so he decided to, teasing him as much as he could

“Nooo…. You can’t… You have too… rest… yes rest… you look so tired, you can rest while I taking a bath... I think I will have a long bath, so you better take a rest” Yoshiki pulled Toshi’s hand and stand him up, but since Toshi still and always stronger than him, Toshi can so easily to stay still in his place now although Yoshki are pushing him to stand right now, Yoshiki let out all his strength to pull Toshi from the couch.

Yoshiki pulling Toshi so hard to stand up from the couch, but that made Toshi so close to him almost touching. Their eyes meet each other, Yoshiki lost in Toshi’s eyes, he always love those eyes.

“Your smell not good at all Yoshiki…” Toshi chuckled, still teasing Yoshiki

Yoshiki feel his face hotter than before, he pouting even more, while he walking to take Toshi’s suitcase and paper bag to bring those to the room where he want Toshi to wait there until he finished prepare everything.
Toshi in the rush of panic when Yoshiki almost reach the paper bag, he move fast to take the paper bag, then take the suitcase by him self.

Yoshiki seems didn’t noticing anything, Toshi breath in relieved, and then follow Yoshki to the room Yoshiki had mention it before.

They both entering the room and when Toshi had placed his suitcase and paper bag down on the corner again Yoshiki go out from the room and go to his room to take a bath, before he go completely he turn to Toshi.

“If you thirsty there is refrigerator, you can take anything you like there” Yoshiki smiling waits the other to respond.

“Sure” Toshi reply him “I will take everything I need like if this is were my house ok, so you don’t need to worry” he smiled.

“Yes” Yoshiki said simply

He turn over again, his back now face Toshi.

“This is your house” he said softly his voice trembling, he didn’t know how the other will react.

Toshi felt his heart going faster when he heard Yoshiki said that, but then the happiness fill his soul.

“Toshi…” Yoshiki started again… “Will you wait for me?” he whispering again.

Toshi know Yoshiki put a lot of meaning in it.

“Always” He said truly.

Yoshiki’s eyes in tears again, but this is not a sad tears, this is the happy tears. He trun hs face to Toshi again and smiling to him with full of happiness in his heart.

“Thank you” he said very softly.

Then he closes the door and walk to his room to take a bath.

He feels like there is a rose blooming in his heart again right now.

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